Taking Sides

So you see, there's a lesson to learn when people you know are having some issues with each other. Especially it's between friends that you have known like forever and some dudes you kind of just met not too long ago, and not exactly the kind that play honesty in your face kind of thing, but go behind your back kind of thing. You know what I mean, some people, they like to play mind games, or in other word, they like to make themselves look ridiculous by pulling off some stunts that nobody really give a shit about. At other times they like to pretend they are ever so friendly, never say no to all sorts of invitations although deep down in their heart, they couldn't even bother to move their lazy ass to come hang out with you. Come on, are you like 3 years old? Seriously, get a life and fucking grow up already. Start growing some balls, going behind the back and stabbing each other is not how we do things here. Got problems, bring it to the table and drink some fucking limau juice.

So, as the third party, I am not officially involved in the whole chaos, but I get the juicy bits about what's going on and I thought it was really stupid and childish, but of course who would say no to a real-live soap opera unfolding in front of them right? It was really quite interesting to see how the whole thing would turn out, maybe it wouldn't be as heated as I'd like it to be, but at the end of the day - people make up pretend that everything is fine, but start hating each other again at the back.

Y'all know what I'm trying to say? No ? Good, because I'm supposed to be vague and low-profile about the whole thing. If you feel angry about this, then it's time you do some reality check and reflect on yourself, why had people hated dislike you so much.

Biting dust

My body has finally given up. With all the sleepless nights that I have been going through for the past few months, I'm sicker than a sick puppy. Make any sense? Other than that, things has been little off for me lately, and thats probably why I have been abandoning the blog again. I'm not too sure what is going on. At times I feel lost. Work has been daunting as usual. I could never feel upbeat about it, it's pretty much the same thing everyday, rush, hurry, out of time, change and change and change. I feel like I could throw up in my mouth when I hear these words. I wonder why things would never get better. To be honest, I am really not entirely sure if I am really made for architecture. Things are just so different. What's worst is that I haven't been able to accept the whole idea of being somebody's bitch where I have to adapt to someone else's designing style. It's almost like Norah Jones doing Britney Spear's Baby One More Time. Let's face it, maybe it's a little bit about branding your own style, but when it comes to design, everyone loves to think that they have their own style. Nobody loves to bow down to other people, or adapt to other people. Why do you think EJ would get so pissed when people go about his design with Frank Gehry or Daniel Li-who. Being's people bitch is no fun, when its about controlling your creativity.

Damn, life sucks, but isn't why we love it so much. If life doesn't suck, then what fun?

In the mean time, sometimes, it doesn't really suck that much. Third installment to one of my favorite movie of all time, looking hot.

Editors :: An End Has A Start

Due release 25th June 2007.

Dry Spell

Be back soon.

Things are over-flowing out of my head lately.